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[Jul. 4th, 2004|11:20 pm] |
K well this weekend started off kinda sucky. Yesterday I found out the girl I liked is going out with this other kid...GAYNESS. Oh well I'm happy for her. As long as she's happy it's cool with me that's how I've always been. I'll put my feelings on hold for other ppl, even though it doens't seem that way sometimes(I knew you were gonna say something Sam lol). So that was kinda upsetting.
Today. Worked at the Firestation damn were we busy later in the day. five fires. That god Damned Bunker gear sux for brush fires lol. I wanna be a St.Lucie County Firefighter so bad....I wanna be on the payroll I wanna do 24 hour shifts I wanna be the real deal. GOD lol. Well Happy fourth to you guys. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2004|09:49 pm] |
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Wow I just read this girl's journal that just means so much to me and it was full of what her and this other kid she liked did I mean not about oh we had sex and that cuz she's not like that just how they went to the movies and stuff and how he's soo great. So I was just Shat on lol. It sux and I don't knwo why. I'm not going to my sisters like I was hoping to on the fourth of july but I am gonna work at the firestation so I hope to freakin god we burn some shit down lol. I can't wait for the one thing that I know will work in life..... me being a firefighter. It's like I was born to do it.... you guys have your snooty pants jobs some ppl like doin them others don't but me I'm doin what I was born to do. Makin $300 a day hell yeah lol. well I'm done blurbing so
See Ya Space Cowboys. |
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[May. 3rd, 2004|05:14 pm] |
Aight I don't think I can do it anymore my life is going down the shitter. The only thing going for me really is that I'm GOING to be a firefighter cuz that's what I was born to do. My family pretty much hates me. My sister thinks I'm the most annoying thing since pop up ads. I'm caring more about school so that's a plus. Oh well I guess on better news me and my friend guy are doing a little journey/comic in class. I'm a mix between a shinobi ninja and a sayan. It's going pretty good so far. Man I'm really hating life right now. SOMEONE SHOOT ME. I wrote a poem I don't know why I just did it goes something like this.
Sitting in the dark alley listening to the sound of the raven's sorrow cry, Crouching in utter silence feeling dried up tears fall from my eye, How I long to soar with the lonely crow flying defiantly up above, Leaving all my worries except for my sorrow and my love.
Let me know what you think about the poem. Bleh. Life really does suck. |
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| I'm a Dick |
[Jan. 15th, 2004|05:08 pm] |
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Ok just for everyone to know I'm officially a dick. You can pretty much ask anyone that knows me. Ask my sister and my mom and my dad and my sister and well everyone. I don't know why but I am so there it is so whatever you guys "thought" about me this is the truth. I don't do anything right well except for firefighting but that's the only thing. I guess that's what I was meant to do. I can't really do anything else and I'm lazier than shit. I hate life. Maybe if I wasn't here my mom would get better or atleast not get worse. Well that's pretty much it. Later |
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| Ok day |
[Dec. 20th, 2003|12:11 pm] |
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Alright Fri. I go to my old middle school to hang out. My girlfriend went there to visit too. Me and my friend Josh skate boarded there and so we were carrying our boards around with us. Some stupid ass black guy comes up to us and tells us that we need to not skateboard on school grounds WE NEVER SKATED THERE. So next this dumb black kid came up to josh and tried to start a fight with him but josh woulda tore the shit out of him. So we were walking back to the band room and the last bell rang dumb ass black kid and dumb ass iss teacher come out. ISS teacher says hey come with me you two so we asked why and we went into the office with him. He told the people up front we were skateboarding and we weren't and then said we skate board there every "extended day " but we've never been there to skateboard. So now I can't go back and stuff so that sux. I was gonna beat the shit out of the black kid. Why do Black people have to act stupid a lot. Well it's not only black people but they do it the most so I dunno. Can someone fill me in |
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| Yeah |
[Dec. 17th, 2003|03:19 pm] |
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Yeah this week sux. My girlfriend has some sickness I think it's sars not sure but anyway I haven't seen her in like three weeks and it's depressing cuz my ass of a father doesn't let me talk to her all that much. What a dick god you were right sam. So yeah I have a concert tonight and my girlfriend is still sick. God this sux ass. Better news schools out in two days yay. So that's about all now Later |
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| update from a long time ago |
[Nov. 2nd, 2003|07:50 pm] |
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ok about a week ago we went to FBA and we competed had a really good show. So the end of the comp there calling out scores. Westwood superior. So I was like ok we had a better show we are gonna get a superior. Central...... Good. OMFG I was pissed. Now yesterday I had fire competition. Got second place. Well that's all i think. Oh I didn't get to go trick or treating. I was upset. |
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| OH MY ENTIRE GOD |
[Oct. 15th, 2003|07:23 pm] |
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Well guess what guys. Me being the idiot I am decides hey it's a week from crown jewel lets go skateboard. So I start skating and said to myself, I said"self why don't you 5-0 that rail, so I went for it. Well I decided I should fall off with my wrist bent back and bottom of my forearm facing forward. Next thing I know I'm on the ground laughing because my arm hurts after I heard a big pop. So I was supposed to go to the doctor tues. for this but my band director said after i handed him the note, that if I went to the doctor and missed practice I was kicked out. So ofcourse I decide to go to band practice unsure whether it's fractured of broken. So I'm out there playing with a busted up arm. I'm not going to the doctor now because I know I'll end up with a cast and that's not happening with a comp. up the road. Lesson to be learned: Don't do anything stupid before a competition! |
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[Oct. 13th, 2003|09:31 pm] |
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I found this really awesome fire helmet and this cool shield of valor and reflective american flag decals. We've been traning really hard and the guys at the station i work at said that when I go to get into fireschool they'll all give me recomendations to get hired by the department. So that's my job goal let me know what you think. |
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| Yay I got a journal now |
[Oct. 1st, 2003|07:55 pm] |
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This is my first journal entry. Thnx silvereelve for the code. I just wanted to say hey and stuff. |
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